lately, all i can think about is leaving this town. the idea of starting over is resonating pretty strongly for me these days, but the thought of leaving behind the family and friends that i love so dearly is breaking my heart.
i don't want to be alone in a new city, but sometimes i think that's the only way i'm ever going to really figure out who i am. as long as i live here i feel somewhat stuck. all my friends are married and moving ahead with children and big future plans... and i'm in basically the same place i have been for the last 7 years.
on monday i'm going to make some reservations for a little trip to Taos in April. i hope to spend a week there, writing, exploring, taking in some art and getting lots of rest. i need to figure out where i'm supposed to be.
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