a few months ago i got into a conversation with friends, trying to explain what i meant when i said i wished i were more androgynous. NOT in a "Pat" from SNL sense of the word... i just wish that sometimes i didn't have this particularly womanly body and could get away with wearing boyish clothing. sometimes i want to embrace my masculine side (i think EVERYONE has one) and when i wear clothes that i feel express that side, i just look ridiculous and heavy. so i don't usually. aside from the flannel shirts that EVERYONE gives me crap for wearing (yes, i look like a rural lesbian and i don't CARE!!!) i pretty much dress in an ordinary, moderate fashion. mostly jeans and sweaters and BASIC stuff.
a funny observation, though, is that when i am CRUSHING hard on someone, i want to be as girly as possible. wearing dresses like crazy and never forgetting to put on my 'good' bra. ha ha.
it's just amusing. i like feeling this way. . . . and truthfully i look MUCH better when i emphasize my assets.
if you can't beat 'em, join 'em.
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